~~Pledge to Live Green~~

i just pledge to "Live Green". i just found that there is WWF in Malaysia...hehe, so paiseh now only know. really hope to adopt an animal, but it is costly....
so, i only support it but Take An Action, pledge to the live green.


What is the "Live Green" pledge?
Following WWF's fiftieth anniversary in April 2011, WWF-Malaysia urges Malaysians to help conserve our living planet by pledging to "Live Green" towards more sustainable lifestyles. From Earth Hour 2011 until Earth Hour 2012, WWF-Malaysia is urging everyone across the nation to take Earth Hour beyond the hour by signing up at wwf.org.my and pledging to "Live Green: One switch at a time". Each month, a simple action towards a more sustainable lifestyle will be highlighted. It is easy to "Live Green" and the more people who make this pledge, the more powerful our efforts to protect our living planet become.(more details)

the website can check how many of us have been support the action according to states in Malaysia, Perak isn't that much, most of the supporters from Selangor and KL. Is it because the education and the community there more cautious about the environment? actually i'm not really know why, since my KL frens....hmm...not much is that cautious la~~XD

anyways, i hope the amount of the supporters can be increased no matter from what states is it. not only pledge in the web,but put your action in the real life.

and after register, you can put some eBanner too, don't you see my blog have add on something??XD

一首歌，一个你

那天口头上哼着这首歌的旋律，其实我还不懂事什么歌，歌手是谁，就哼了起来。

美琪也一起在哼，很好奇，就问她，是什么歌名啊？？

她也犹豫地说：好像是什么“自由”的，爱自由？想自由？

然后就不了了之了…………

今天，美琪在班上塞了耳机给我，

我一看

哦，是“想自由”

很高兴得拿来听~ <3

这次是我认认真真地看这首歌的歌词。

“或许只有你 懂得我 所以你没逃脱

一边在泪流 一边紧抱我 小声地说 多麽爱我”

再度勾起的回忆

在面子书看见这个图片，10个情侣座的亲密行为。

也没有怎样去看有些什么动作，只是一眼就看到Piggyback Ride. 又让我想起了一些事情，一个我曾经喜欢多年的男生。

Soul Mate

Soul Mate,中文是灵魂伴侣是指在精神上有深刻共鸣的人们之间的关系，可以是两者之间的喜欢、热爱、亲密、性关系、精神归宿和/或人际关系和谐。 这说明他们的相遇是命中注定的，而人生中其实很多人都与不到。

勾起的回忆

最近，不懂事桃花劫抑或桃花运，身边总是多了一些异性朋友。其实，都再就是朋友，也没对我表示些什么，可是同屋的人就在那边呱呱叫了~ 我就只好……(=.=)

也正因为这些情情爱爱的事，勾起了从前的美好回忆？？（毕竟，回忆对我来说都是美好的）
其实要在重申啦，我真的没有什么追求者啦。（也许，很多人暗恋我吧，因为都没来表白～）

曾经有一个男生，他，不是我喜欢的对象，可是却总是很幽默和无赖，和他出去总免不了会被陷害。可是在我心目中，他一直都只是一个无聊的追求者。因为他真的很无聊。总是说一堆有的没的无聊废话。

今天的我

我有很不专心的在上课了。
发呆，云游，画画…………可是耳朵还是有在听，只要你发音清晰…………
想了很多的事，重要的不重要的…………


我很喜欢唱歌，不论一个人，还是和朋友聚在一起，我时不时都会哼歌。
他们都会问：你很开心吗？？
其实，不一定开心才会哼歌吧？我伤心，我难过的时候，我也爱唱歌，感觉上只要不停的唱，悲伤的感觉就会从音乐中流出去，眼泪就不会掉了。
说白一点，其实只是让我分心的一个小动作。
所以，也许你会发现我和你吵架的时候，有机会我就会静静地在哼歌，我不想去想。
歌会让我心情平伏一些，不那么难受。

人生不如意的事十之八九，难道每一次都要生要死？难过了之后，就要笑。这就是生活。
控制自己的情绪，永远对我来说不是一个难事。 也许，某些时候我依然会流露一点的悲伤，我懂得怎样让自己微笑，也懂得让自己平静下来。
也许，这是所谓的冷血吧，我总是若无其事的在朋友面前嘻哈，所以你总说我是那么的不在乎。

很多时候，男人的心还未细腻到能了解我们，我们的改变，你们都看不见。然后就出了那么一句话：女人心，海底针。 是你们没有用心观察过，还是我们的心真的那么难懂？ 自古至今，应该没有多少个男人反对这句俗语，可是也没多少女人认同。同样的话，其实不也一样能用在男人身上？毕竟男人女人的思维都不一样，我们顾虑到的，你们没有。相反的，也一样。

阿啦阿拉，我总喜欢混浊带过一些事情，有些事情，不清楚会比较好。可是，我那颗好奇的心，却没有办法让我盲目的相信一个人，只要有一丝的疑点，那么对不起，我还是会半信半疑。是我太理智了吗？？糟糕，美琪姐说，自欺欺人也是一门学问。 这一门学问，我可是怎样也学不好。

那就算了啦，我的学问是，在难过的时候，不那么难过。=)

我今天又画画了~~XD

master piece

edited~ 

Fairy tale is always exist...
     but it's just a fairy tale....

你的爱

其实呢，说真的，我的市场不会大，甚至那些说喜欢我的，我也不懂他们喜欢我什么。可是我还是有追求者的……

曾经感动过的，曾经受你们的眷顾，曾经为你们默默流泪。
可是到了现在，爱，依然是那么的模糊。

曾经喜欢一个人的温柔，让我无法抗拒你的好，却让我更害怕，你是真的爱我吗？而我，有真的喜欢你吗？

真的很想一个一个抓过来问：你究竟爱我什么？
特别是那些见我一眼就说爱的人，你爱我的什么？
如果我除了外貌，什么内涵都没有，你都还爱我？
这种爱很容易消逝不是吗？当我岁月不再了，更多的美眉将会把我覆盖。

那些等待3年4年的，在这段时间里，难道没想过追求其他人吗？
没有原因的爱情，不是我所能了解的。
有很多等待的当中，也正在追求。若我不幸的是你在追求的那个，而不是等待的那个。当你等待的她回来你身边，你会选择谁？你还能选择，而我，却是被选择的。
也许正因为我像你等待的那个她，所以你选择追求我？

原因永远都不会知道，因为永远都有那么一句话：爱你，不需要理由。
即时不了解我，你也爱我？若有一天等到了解我了，却接受不到，那是什么爱？

你们，有想过你喜欢他什么吗？有什么让你那么的眷恋，有什么东西让你坚持爱下去？

曾经爱得深，最后却也变成陌路人。爱来的时候，似乎什么都阻挡不了，走的时候，反而留也留不住。

我多希望有一天我能提醒你爱我的原因，可惜，我连你为什么爱我，我也不懂。
也许原因就是，我像那个她？

难过，就是在分离后，你曾经无意说了那一句：你和她都一样

emo的周期

是不是每个女人都总会有那么一两天比较容易情绪化？
听着听着音乐，就掉进歌词里了。即使我现在并没有什么不如意的事，也没有感情问题，可是，心还是会难过，还是会不想说话。

总是把故事情节都幻想到自己身上去，你离开的画面也总是不停出现。
不是你不可信，而是我把可能性都丢进去了，我也是其中一名tough girl吧。

今天，心情高低起落，有开心，有难过。没有原因的开心，也没有原因的难过，心情随着音乐的变化而改变。

JAR OF HEART，是一首不错的歌，原唱者的音调让我更加感到痛苦与难过。
在我放下了你以后，你回来，你以为你是谁？
那一段痛苦难熬的日子，我熬过了，你却想回来，你有问过我的同意吗？

然后听WE LOVE YOU，心情又好了起来。
女人啊~心情真是起伏不定。

不过没办法，也许因为我是双鱼座？
再加上肚子空空的关系吧，女人啊，为什么你们都不会饿？

记得要听JAR OF HEART 哦~

偶尔emo只是一种调整情绪的方式。长期开心，总需要难过调整一下。

长期难过，也需要开心来整理一下情绪。

:)

信任

有很多人，盲目的信从他们的神，不对，这不是盲目，而是虔诚。他们放弃理智的思考，放弃相信科学，去相信没有根据的宗教。我没有要批评什么是对的什么是错的，这能说这是一种信任。 没有人能证明这个做法是否是正确的，可是也没有人能确实的否认这一切科学解释不到的事情。也许，并不是解释不到，而是我们的知识水平还到达不了。

“信任，是一个很难闯的关”Laughing哥说的。（不要问我他是谁，请看潜行追击）

有很多时候，不是不相信对方，而是不相信自己。所以，有些人会向专业人士请求帮助，有些人会向友人请求一件，当然也有人向他们的信仰请求协助。他们都只是想要一个答案，想要一个可以说服自己的答案，让自己相信这是对的。

不要说某些人太迷信，只是他们找不到不相信的理由，祂，是他唯一能够依靠的。至少，祂，能让他相信，他这么做是对的，从而获得安全感。

女人，为什么爱胡思乱想？是她不信任你吗？她只是没有信心，因为你重要，所以担心，所以害怕。她没有信心自己会是你的唯一，她没有信心能够牢牢把你守住。是你，给不到她信心吗？也许吧。 可是，有些女人，本身就很缺乏安全感，根本没有办法全心全意地去相信爱情。

也许，为了宗教，为了逃离别人奇怪的眼光，或为了什么你觉得琐碎的理由都好，而放弃一段感情，你会觉得他愚昧，觉得不可理喻。可是，世界有什么时候真的可以理喻？人，有三个基本需求（physiological needs)，食物，健康和睡眠。再高层次一点的需求就是安全感(safety)。他们只是用他们的方式去让自己觉得安全，去安抚自己的心情，这是本能。

我也曾经说过一句：信任真的不容易，有的，只是压抑那一点的不信任。

我们有求知欲，对我们没有能完全理解或解释到的事情，我们放很多的假设。所以，完全信任不是你说了就可以做到。“为什么他那么冷淡？”我们可以有很多的答案：

1. “他累了吧” 这是说服自己去信任他
2. “可是平时他很累也不会这么对我……”
3. “也许，他不爱我了” 开始有点动摇了。
4., 5. ,6......等等等等。

我们的思考和好奇心没有办法让我们去信任。
有时，不是怀疑对方，而是自己缺乏信心去维持一段关系。
你会想，我们的未来会开心？会有未来吗？——这是胡思乱想。
可是当你认真爱一个人的时候，当然，你会想未来。

说真的，有时候真的宁可去相信你们心目中的神，虔诚得不得了地去相信，至少，我不会怀疑我做的是对的还是错的。因为，这是神的领导，祂，会给我更好的未来。
可惜，我没有一个信仰。
所以，我尽量去相信我自己。当我过分自我时，不要怪我好吗？
因为我只能相信我自己。

不过，给不相信自己未来的人，放多一点的信任，你的将来没有你想象中那么糟糕，至少我们不是活在封建时期，已经很不错了。有时，那一点的信任，会让你生活过得更好。

一个人的时候

不记得是那一个名人说过，人，是群体动物，必须互相依赖才能生存。
其实人类，每一天都在互动着，都在互相依赖着，可是，人类也可以有一个人的时候，不是吗？

群体生活其实很累。毕竟，不是每一个人的生活经验丰富，不是每一个人都能成熟理智，更不是每一个人都懂得迁就他人。 偶尔，会有温室的小黄花，明明身在福中却不知福，还自以为有多凄惨； 偶尔，会遇见神经大条的人，常常忽略了他人的感受，以自我为中心； 也有一些未见过世面的人，胡言乱语惹人心烦。

不是每一个人都会想后果，也不是每一个人都会适可而止。懂得的那一个人，就必须是礼让的那一个，才能维持当中的和平。而礼让的那一位，却也是最委屈的那一个。

不停地“退一步海阔天空”，几乎可以得道成仙了。可是，凡人终归是凡人，忍耐力也有用尽的时候，荷尔蒙也有失调的时候，到哪一天，也是会不耐烦，也是会忍无可忍。

只有在你一个人的时候，才能真正的做回自己，不喜欢就不喜欢，喜欢就喜欢；没有迁就，也没有讨好；不用忍耐，也无需懊恼。

一个人的时候，不用看时间吃饭，饿了就吃，累了就睡。逛自己爱逛的地方，喝自己爱喝的茶，看自己爱看的戏。说话不需避重就轻，不用不想说话还努力发言，不会明明生气还挤出笑脸。

明明是群居动物，为什么却只有一小群的人在维持安宁。
明明是群居动物，为什么只有那一小群的人要迁就他人。
明明是群居动物，为什么只设定一小群的人必须受委屈。


其实，一个人的时候，活得逍遥，活得自在。
没有竞争，也没有比较。

偶尔一个人离开一下，对自我，其实是个不错的调整程序。

要一起，就要到永远

想要找一个男/女朋友
无非都是想要一个伴


可以不用一个人吃饭
可以不用一个人看戏
可以和他分享所有别人不懂的秘密

开心时有人可以分享
伤心时有人为你分忧
烦恼的时候有人听你申诉
生病的时候有人照顾你

有一个人让你去发挥你的爱心
有一个人让去欣赏你的长处
有一个人为了你的一个不好笑的笑话而开心
有一个人为了你的一个一滴眼泪而忧愁

一起，是为了创造属于你们的路
一起，是为了创造属于你们的回忆
想要年老时，坐在一起回想起当初的喜怒哀乐
我们都希望跟另一半走到路的尾端



如果从一开始，路不同，
没关系，我们一起开辟一条相连的路
只要你我都有这份心

可是，如果目的地不同
路，我们都走到一半
我们有谁愿意放弃自己选择的路
追随另一半
如果注定分离，
为什么非要到难分难离
才来忍痛割舍

不要告诉我，什么叫曾经拥有爱过就好
现今不是什么战国时代
没有炸弹轰炸我们逼使我们分离
没有什么所谓必不得已
他们爱得轰轰烈烈
因为他们下一秒随时丧命
所以爱过就好


在这和平的时代
选择都在我们的手中
我不想爱过就好
即使轰轰烈烈
也要永远的！


路要么一起创造
要么，你就不要一起走。

你要爱我，

就要有心理准备把一生都留给我~

TOUGH Girl——豆腐女孩

在我的身边，常常会看见这样的一个女生，坚强的外表，豆腐的心。她是豆腐女孩——tough girl.

她总是好像什么都无所谓，开心就好。
她仿佛百毒不侵，总是很洒脱的说分手就分手，说不要就不要。
她好像对什么都不理不睬，总是爱说顺其自然。
总是一副"i don't care"的样子。
其实，她不是不在乎，而是不敢在乎。

不少的男生都败在她的石榴裙下，穷追猛打。
她没有拒绝，也没有接受。都是朋友嘛，何必搞得太难看？
多少年感情，出现了问题，那就分手吧。
不是她不在乎，而是害怕被伤害。早点了结早点解脱。
她总是告诉你，别想太远去，看现在就好，可是，其实她已经看得很远。
她看见难过的结局，她看见路的尾端不是你和她，所以她只能让自己不要想未来，因为太多的期待，会带来太多的失望。你的兴致勃勃，只会触动她的心，让她妄想那美丽的未来。

在人际关系里，谁对她好，谁对她坏，其实她都记住了。
对她好的人，她牢牢记住，因为她会回报，她珍惜对她好的人。
所以，要开始一段感情，也会先顾虑友情，因为爱情对她来说总是那么的不可靠。接受了，就要顾虑分手了该怎么办。
只要有一个人全心全意地为她付出，她会开始动摇，开始相信，他不会伤害她，也许他，是可靠的。
可是，如果出现了问题，她会不留情的就说分手，其实，她已经反复思考过这个问题，才会提出的。不要怪她，她只是不想越陷越深。要怪就怪不能给她信心的人吧。
打开心房接受一段爱情，就是打开心房让对方有机会在胸口捅一刀，这是豆腐女孩都懂的事情。她接受一段爱情，并不代表她已打开心房，她会观察，然后才慢慢的慢慢的，掀开那心帘。

家庭，会是她最重视的，因为“只有家人才会不离不弃”这个道理她最明白。
没有人可以妄想成为她第一名，除了她的家人。
她比谁成熟，比谁都懂得人情世故，所以受人怜爱，因为她脑袋瓜太会想东西了。
她明白，你对人家好，别人就会对你好，即使不对你好，也不会对你坏。
这是避开受伤害的方法。

她总是那么的不在乎，其实，她只不让自己在乎。
若在乎，就有机会难过。
“你要去就去，要走就走！我不在乎” 她不是说给你听，只是说给自己听。
“你并不是那么重要” 她也只是在说服自己。
她总是以为只要不说出口，只要不让自己在乎，就真的不在乎。
可是其实事情都看在眼里，当你真正离开了，她就会哭得稀里哗啦的。
然后才恍然大悟，其实自己是那么的难过。

越软弱，才越想隐藏自己的懦弱，像刺猬一样。
不要以为她坚强，她只是不让你看到，她内心的软弱。
若你有幸看见她哭泣，她悲哀，请好好珍惜，因为，你在她心目中有了一定的地位。
她比谁都懂事，并不代表你可以一而再的忽略她，因为她需要爱。


你忙，你需要被了解，她能体谅。
她孤单，需要人陪，你能体谅吗？
她剥开身上刺，去接受你的爱，可以不要伤害她吗？

你是否曾经也是一个tough girl呢？

If Only

watched a movie, established don't know in what year, but a touching movie.
what if you can love again- the chinese title.

Ian, a busy business man, always ignored his beloved girlfriend,Samantha like she is granted. The movie show only a day on the Samantha's graduation. She dead on that day, when she took the taxi sadly leaving Ian that hurt her so much... Ian watching her while the taxi crashed, and he can do nothing.
Amazingly, the day has repeated. Ian did everything to appreciate the only day they have. and finally he die instead of her dead.

like this part, Ian put all the memory on the bracelet.

Watch it, if you haven't.

Appreciate your love one, before everything is too late. 

there is no take two in the real life.

"what if you cannot see her once she left?"

A Listener

I don't really know why, I always be the listener of my friends for the relationship problem. By the way, I am quite happy they willing to share with me, because it means I am matter and reliable.

But sometimes, i cannot do anything to help except lending you a pair of ears, because i am the third party and i have no authorities to change the decision that already made. There is no ways for me to slip inside a relationship and teach them how to do. I only shared my opinions and my mind what if it happened on me.

Someone would like me to solved the problems, someone would like me to say something good in front of the partner? but, honestly, both are my friends, both has their reason to make the decision. If  you are wrong, i cannot do anything to change the other's mind. If you are worth to gain back the relationship, it will come back one day. There is a quote: 

"If you really love something set it free. If it comes back it's yours, if not it never meant to be."

You have to accept the fact to go through the stages in the life. Be tough, my friends.

For those who is going to break a relationship, think twice, because every human did wrong. 

Don't miss the one that really Love you. =)

L.O.V.E.

the four alphabet L.O.V.E. are romantic.
we do hear it since we were babies.
we do looking forward for this once we understand it.

Love, isn't just a word.
there is CARE, SHARE, JEALOUS, LISTEN, FEEL, UNDERSTAND, and SPACE following the LOVE.
maybe there are more, if you dive deep inside of it.

no matter is the love from family, friends or beau.
those are needed.

even a baby.
it needs to be care, it wants to hug to  be pampered.
it will jealous also, when u have another pretty baby,it try to attract your attention.
it feels too, it can feel everything you do for it,you love, your care, your pampered....
it needs to be listened, even it cannot talk. it try it best to tell you what its need.
so, it needs your understanding, it will happy if you feed it when it's hungry.
of course, we do need some space sometimes...

actually, i don't really understand the love.
since when, i am already that awake to see the one besides me.
never been blind, never been crazy.
i blamed HIM took over my feeling. took over the ability to love.
but i know, no one supposed to be blamed.
that is my own fault.

I don't know how to love.
i try to CARE, but it is just a pretending.
i try to LISTEN, but i forget everything.
i try to UNDERSTAND, but not in my mind.
i try to JEALOUS, but this is not allowed in my world.
i try to FEEL, but it make me worse.
i needs some SPACE, but i cannot give you the SPACE.

sorry to anyone who loved me.

A Volunteer Model 2

lAlways tryin' to colorize my simple life.
this is the 3rd time i've been the volunteer model.
sincerely, i love it, while you can meet some new friends, you can get nice photos too.

my profile LOOKs colorful and wonderful
full with lots of memory
hanging out with friends, photo shooting, love story.
did anyone jealous of this just like the time i envy others with the special life they had.

and we know, it may not be as nice as what you saw from the photos.
since the photos only show the joyful , never the sorrow.
you will never know that might the sorrow pictures has far away exceed the joyful one.

it's ok to create a HAPPY memory album
then in the coming day,
when i started to forget..
i flip my album, what i can see is only the happy memory.(blink~)
nice right？

i like this, my legs look long~XD

sexay?LOL

this is my photographer ya~~XD

my 1st volunteer model trial: A volunteer model

一种坚持

小学参加歌唱比赛，唱‘小草’。连续参加了两届，终于在​第二次拿了亚军。这首歌，现在回想起，不正是在告诉大家，我们要想小小草​一样，那一份坚持吧，不饶的精神。还有一次，爬山，那一次，我决心要上到尽头。半途，下大雨，没有雨伞，我对自己说，我要坚持，这是一​种考验吧。我依然继续往前走。雨停了，我以为，我熬过了​吧，再走一段路，雨又下了。就这样下一下，停一下。最终，我还是坚持了。到了尽头没​路走了。 =）而现在的我，竟然忘了这一份精神。既然我曾经坚持过，我相信，未来也可以吧。
-jazz-

这一段，是我post在我的FB主页的一个小小心声。
我很喜欢唱歌，小时候，大人们都喜欢称赞我，说我会唱歌，唱的好听。
幼儿园老师也选我上台唱歌去。 所以，我爱上了唱歌，因为开心。

上了小学，我也继续我的梦想，在志愿栏上填上——歌星。
其实我懂，大人们都在笑我，“在马来西亚当歌手？没出息！”
即使我在山上遇到的一个伯伯，也笑说没出息的。
可是，这不是应该让我放弃的原因。
我参加了校内的歌唱比赛，第一届，榜上无名。
可是第二届，我获得了第二名。
从此，我相信，我是可以的。
没有因为失败而放弃的我，至少我挤进了前三名，获得了小小的安慰。
这是坚持。

小时候的我，很爱登山去，因为我家附近就有一个“升旗山”（不是槟城那个）。
妈妈总爱骂我：“一个小孩跑去山里，待会儿被人抓去买了怎么办？！”
而我，当然都是一个忤逆的女儿，常常有事没事就跑去走山。
所以童年的我皮肤是非常的健康的（健康肤色～）
可是，每一次我都是走了光头山就下来了。

有一次，有个叔叔告诉我和朋友，走这一条路会看到天堂哦。
然后，我和朋友就决定上去看个究竟。
那时，那条山路对还是小孩也是女生的我们是有一定的难度的。
我们走了好久，终于到了，那是一个亭子，也有一些运动器材。
心想：这是所谓的天堂吗？
可是，当你的眼光放远一点，你会看见怡保，怡保都在你眼下。
晨光，照射在你的脸上。是温暖，也是慰问。

可是，那里不是尽头，不是最高的。
我常常想要走到最高点，想要看看那边的风景。
可是常常没有人愿意陪我去，然后我就取消了念头。

有一天，忘了是什么原因，闷闷不乐的我，决定去寻找这尽头。
我不停走，越过了那天堂，人群开始减少，渐渐的剩下我一个。
心应该有点害怕，可是，我不让自己害怕。
我继续走，雨突然下了。
我，挣扎。
是否该继续下去？我没有雨伞们没有雨衣，当时竟然还打雷。
有点害怕，可是，心想，也许这是‘你’给我的考验。
不管了，走就走。
衣服内内外外都湿透了。

可是，它又突然停雨了。
我开心，有一种赢了的感觉，“看，我就懂你在考验我！”
我心情愉快的继续走，怎么知道一段路后，又下起了倾盆大雨。
心想：天啊，你怎么了。
我不甘心，我告诉自己，我不会放弃的！！！！

雨下了又停，停了又下；衣服湿了又干了，干了又湿。
累了，我坐在马路中央。（没有亭子了。）
然后又继续走。

最后，我到了尽头。
原来尽头没有想象中那么迷人。
没有遥远的视野，没有阳光。
只有树木，只有鸟鸣。

虽然结果并不如意，可是我不后悔当初那一份坚持。
虚假的梦，我不要。
就让这一份坚持告诉我什么是我要的。

my drawing~

i drew a picture of me again~

and i bring it to my mum.

she never saw my original photo, but she told khang khang: you see, it looks like your GuJie!

wakakaka, it looks like me~~

hehe,means my drawing will nor draw a cat into a dog~hahahaa 

诚

诚，一个字，却又多重的解释、意义。
它可以是真诚，可以是诚意，可以是诚实。
这三个词，虽然用处不同，可是其实它们都是关联的。

什么是真诚？
就是真心的，有诚意的，诚实的。
当你真诚的待一个人时，你不会想要欺骗，所做的都是用心​的，真心的。
一颗真诚的心，是美丽的，因为诚实已逐渐濒临绝种。（难​过）

诚意——
一件事情之所以有诚意，因为你是真诚的做这件事。

真心真意的去做，他人才能感受到当中的诚意。

真诚是必要的。

诚实——
没有真诚的心和诚意去说的话做的事，算是欺骗吗？
因为，你在用一颗虚假的心，去对待人。
不要以为说真话就是诚实，用坦诚的心去面对人，是一种​诚实。


诚，是可贵的。
当报纸不再可信；当新闻变成丑闻；当语言失去了原始的用​意。
人们需要的是‘诚’

FirSt in this YeaR

this one can be consider my 1st art work in this year?

though the head is senget...but luckily my drawing skill didn't drop too much~XD

actually the head is not senget at 1st

but i erase and draw erase and draw...

it gone....>"<

心酸

大姨婆睡得很安详。
她并没有离开，只是回到了尘土，回到了大地。
我们空荡荡的到来，最后也就空荡荡的回去。
至少，她是安详地离去，我们都会想念她。

今天她要被火化时，真的有点舍不得，我们似乎都无法接受这突然的时间。我们一直期望着，她会像我们报纸看到的奇迹一样，突然醒来。

有人说似乎看到她在动，轻微的。可是，她再也动不了了。

现在已是灰烬了。




想到再也无法见到这可爱的老人家时，心有点酸。

Your cutie smily face~

大姨婆走了。

人生无常，来也匆匆，去也匆匆。
喧哗的到来，却又安静的离去。
希望您毫无遗憾地离开。

从槟城回来的这一天，就有了一个坏消息。

大姨婆跌倒趟医院，似乎不看好了。

不到一小时，妈妈就眼红红的来问我：明天你又和我一起去吗？

我以为，大姨婆病危，上去探望她，可是原来，她去世了。

我的大姨婆，她是一个很率真的人，有什么心事都会开口说出来。

而且声量不是普通的响亮，她最爱和我婆婆吵架了。

他们两个老人家，虽然是在吵架，在我的眼中却像打情骂俏，很可爱。

大姨婆老了，没了牙齿，笑起来总是很可爱的像一个小baby.

现在，她离开了。也许我真的有点冷血，我不会哭。也不至于说很难过。

可是，我替我妈妈觉得难过。

不过，我会怀念她，怀念她的声音，怀念有她在时的喧闹。

希望你能到你信仰的地方去。

看到你期待的世界。

锋芝婚变

两夫妇在互相攻击对方，这是怎么样的世界？
张柏芝，谢霆锋，曾经在人前的恩爱，羡煞死了多少的人。
郎才女貌，柏芝还愿意为了他生两个孩子。试想想，一个身形对一个女艺人来讲是多么的重要？可是柏芝不介意。
霆锋究竟是为了维持形象所以继续和柏芝一起，还是真的爱她，真的不能下定论。因为这些计谋说真的，用点脑的都懂得做。

家产真的那么重要？如果你真爱他，也不计较分一些给他吧？
两个小孩子无辜受了牵连，如果没有真爱，为什么要生小孩。
真假难辨，只希望，你们曾经真的有情。
只希望，当初的梦想没有破碎。
只希望，这世界还是有希望的。

singing contest.

"你的音色不错，可惜低音唱不上…………"

结果，看照片应该懂了吧。

我还被赏了一个翻身赛不需要付钱的参赛证。

可是我没有时间了…………

23June2011

A Volunteer Model

Recently, I've been a volunteer model 2 times. both photographer i knew at Cari.
hmm, the process is quite tire and, suffer?(cannot be consider suffer...dunno how to describe..)

but it feels good when you get your photos, and it looks nice.
i like the 'like's given by my friends. thanks ya, =)

and im going to have more photoshooting too if there is any chance.
the 1st time shooting i gave it to Cheryl, with the theme of Pisces.

this theme shows that Pisces Gal always have the two emotion. happy and sad. 

2nd time is take by Lonely Coffee.....hmm, the theme is...no theme la actually...

hehe...more photos...

hope to take more nice nice photos~~~^^

the CIG event...^^

today is the cigarette event.
Location: the syuen hotel.
Time: 0900-1500

ok, I'm asked to wear a plain white collar tee and a long black pants to attend the job.
and i don't have a plain white collar tee, so i borrowed it from kinki. i've asked so many people, luckily i get it, but.....
when i reach there, gonna start the job, they said we have to change the clothes. alamak, why don't u tell earlier, wasted my time!

today, i met Derek, wong, Arron, Daniel, hmmm, one more tme is who ar....>"<, so sorry that i have forgotten your name.
and then i also get know with other BAs, miang of course, and then cherry is the 1st girl i knew, mas, and then the most special one, Jess.
jess and i in charge of the same counter. both of our name have the same pronunciation, im jazz, she is jess. when Arron asked our name, it's funny.like,

"hey girl, what is your name?"(asking me)
"Jazz"
"you, what is your name?" (looking at jess)
"jess!"
LOL, he is just, wow, BOTH JAZZ come together with me...^^

our job today is selling cig and register for the guest.
when the event started, they just like have a talk inside.and we are sitting outside and playing the palaroid camera.

hehe, we have take a lot of photos.^^
if the company know it, we dead.XD
the filem is sooo expensive and it should be used to take the photo of the guest.

the photos are prohibit to post online...so sad...
hehe, but never mind ler, today job is really easy and relax. most of the time we are just ss there.

and we get extra 20 for the salary, means $200 now.heheheh,happy~
thanks ya ,Derek~
and i get a news, they all are going to be transfer to PEnang....>"

ah wong is so good to give me a lighter....^^
hehehhe

JAZZ's Page

ok, as the title said, I have finally created a page for myself.
my brother told me to for don't know how many times. and now, i did it.
seem weird and vain to create a page for my own.
Anyway, hope the result will not make me down.

here is the link:　JAZZ

if you are not hate me, 'like' this page can? LOL

No strings Attached!

watched this movie at home,
hmm, not that kind of specially-impressed-me movie
but quite a funny movie.

seem like sex is a very common thingy in this movie,
but actually, it shows the insecure of a woman in love.
(just like me..XD)
we makes it as a game from the beginning, so that we have a preparation,
do not put your heart, and no one will get hurt.
She is like this, she needs to feel the love, she get it through the sex with Him.
she refused to love, but actually, she is IN LOVE.

it din shows how difficult she get back to him in the movie, i think this is the bad part.
they get back together too easily.
cannot bring out the meaning to grab your love one at time, or you will lose it.

ya, i know, we have to catch the chance at the time,
but, sometime, it is just too insecure for us to catch it.
we try to think of the consequences, but then we lose the opportunity.
and now, i may do it too.
i just cant let go of everything in my mind.
and i know, it will spoilt everything.
but, we are just scared to lose, =)
this is humanity.

an unplaned-movie-- Thor

Ok, today went out with the talkative uncle Kent for dinner and also movie of too fast too furious 5.


Yes, TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS 5
why it has become THOR?
it has to ask our uncle kent.
our dearest uncle has a bad habit, he loves to EAT words.

im OLD

ya,im really old.
not even appearance and also spirit.
lazy social, lazy make up, lazy many things that should be done at my age.

and now, i have to start expand my social life
i've been closing myself for so loong
now all in love already,
it's time for you to go out....

god bless me.....>"<

LIfe~

man should think of the consequences every step you make.

but sometimes, you cannot care too much of thing.

confusing?

you think of the consequences just to avoid something bad to be happened 

but at the same time, you actually losing something 

a bad thing doesn't mean you should not do

just like what happening during your childhood,

who don't ever skip their class?who don't ever disobey their teacher or parents?

we ignore their advices, and we know, it may bring us the bad thing

but, that is childhood, and it is the memory we made

something doesn't worth if you think rationally

but, it is worth if you feel it with your heart.

the community's norm made us afraid to do many things that mentally needed.

we scare to become the sinner.

we scare what others think of us

we scare...

and thus, we stop to do something that we like

hey, guys,

be yourself,

everything you do that doesn't harm others

Just do it!!

this is your personal stuff, why care of them?

as they like what to say, what to do.

you, are YOU.

nobody is gonna kill you. 

there must be someone support you.

life, is like that

yes or no

do or don't

if you care, you may avoid something bad

but if you care over, you lose something. =)

New Land for me～～5diary

found a website--吾志

a clean and simple site for diary writing.

love this website, a really good place to write diary.

daily life, and i can write exactly their name on it. a real life diary for me.

i love one of its Principe: 我们认为每天都是一个新的开始，过去或喜或悲，都已成回忆 （we think that everyday is a new starting, the passed joyful or sadness, have became a memory.)

in this blog, you cannot see others' passed post. you can only see the post on that day.

so, you cannot see all the past i have been.

and every post you have published is not allow to edit. if this is your diary, there is no need to edit is it? all you write at the time is the true feeling you had.

NO comment is allowed.

ya, everything is just a DIARY.




nothing much.

我是什么？

我的家=拉圾囤积场

我的家，永远堆满了不中用的东西
我的家，永远不会收拾整理东西

『努力收拾吧！』
努力，努力就会成功吗？这是怎样努力都不会成功的例子！
该丢的垃圾不丢，就是垃圾场。
该收的东西不收，就是垃圾。

如果我的家人，每一位都灌输5S整理法则的话，我想我会绝对开心。
什么是5s???

5S是指：

1. 整理：常組織（Structurise）
2. 整顿：常整頓（Systematise）
3. 清扫：常清潔（Sanitise）
4. 清洁：常規範（Standardise）
5. 身美：常自律（Self-discipline）

我希望你们可以整理好，分类所有的物品。
常用的，没有的，少用的……
至少吧少用的收好，没用的丢掉或给人吧！！
打扫，是必要的吧？在哪一个家都一样，不要的东西总是堆积到处都是。
你可以堆，不过拜托，堆回你房间吧！！
什么？！没有位子？？？？？？
没有位你就好节制一下你自己，这个家，不只是你的！！
真想一把火把所有东西都丢掉，放在大厅，就是所有人的咯
你不收，就我来收。你不丢，就我来丢！
帮你收了，还弄乱，弄乱了又不收，你以为你是谁？
帮你分类了，是方便你，难道方便我？
教了你，就要学，常维持环境的整洁，孩子也自然会学习整洁啊！


我从不把属于我的东西放在厅，因为那算是【公众场所】。
不是没有房间的，请回收你的东西好吗？


我的愿望也需要改了，我要赚好多好多的钱，为我自己赚一所房子
我的家，我会负责！

我要的男人

突然回想起我以前爱过的，一起过的男人……

感觉就是不一样。为什么会离开，因为都不是我要的。
也许，你们身上就是由我喜欢的东西，可是还是欠缺了一点。
现在这个，也很好。就是不是我想要的。
真的是因为我要求高吗？我还以为这是很基本的要求。
有人要瘦的，有人要肥的。只是个人喜好吧？

而我，喜欢一个让我仰慕的。
一个让我喜欢静静的，坐在他身边，听他说话……
安静的待在他身边，默默的支持他……
他说的一切做的一切，都是令人信服的，让人不得异议。
我想要的，是一个我可以做个小孩，而他，是一个大人。
不是每个人都想做大女人的，若情况允许，有谁不想让人疼爱呢？

我想要跟着他到处去，喜欢他牵着我没有任何一声交待。
想要依赖，想要被保护。
一个不多话，可是一说话却一鸣惊人。
如果可以的话，他要长得高高的，矮矮的我，望着他，就是有不一样的感觉。
高高的，总是让我有一份莫名的【受保护感】。

曾经，我误以为【他】就是我要的，【他】，让我曾经想要依靠。
至少，目前的生活，是安定的。
可是，内含不一样就是不一样。
我没有办法认同【他】说的话，用了一段时间去抽离我的角色，也抽离他的角色。
可是当中，也是穿插了一些甜蜜的。那感觉，我不否认，我很怀念，可是，几秒钟的甜蜜，怀念又能怎样。
别人都说我过分的理智，我只是懂得去衡量我要的，和我不要的。
如果最后，得到的，是负数的，我会选择离开。
你一定会说吧，『爱情，怎么可以拿来衡量？可以衡量的还是爱情吗？』
我不懂，也许，我还没真正遇到吧。
||未遇到已经那么难过了，遇到了，倒不如死了算……||

我只是想要一个，让我生活安定的男人，也让我的心安定的男人，我的要求  真的那么高吗？

雅漾暗疮系列 Avene Cleanance Blemish-prone Skin starter Kit

Just bought a starter kit of Avene clearance blemish-prone skin (RM35)
wandering in Watson today, looking for cleanser since i have forget to bring back my skin care product
I am going to switch the brand also because the brand i used is not effective on my skin...so sad

this brand is well known for sensitive skin
so i decided to try it!!
actually i am using its spring water (spray)
hmm, very light...not much feeling on it.
search online for the comments about this set
50%nice 50% bad.
i hope i am in the list of that 50% of nice....

Cleanance K ：　it helps to reduce spots. blackhead and blemishes. seem like quite suitable for my acne skin. but it is more recommended apply in the night since it contains of AHA and xxxx(i forget what it call.XD), you have to avoid the UV

ok. the instruction said, the effects u will see after 7 days.
after one week i have to check for my skin status!!!!!

Hebe田馥甄 - 外面的世界 (清晰版LIVE) (附字幕)

sometimes, i really feel that

Hebe similar with me

am i too ego to be compare with her?

yeah, i think so.

but im not saying that I am good as her

but, we got the similarity in something we like

every song she sing

every song she likes

is the songs i like

she like faye wong

me too

the melody like this song

i love too

the make up she wore

i love also

the style she has

that is what i want too.

there are people said that

my photos look like her.

so proud of it

HEBE, if I can have your achievement

that will be everything.

drama and drama

Im still longing for the one i expected
...

sing a song...

blur blur days.....@.@

3days...
there have been 3 days!!!!

dizzying dizzying.....
ishhhh!!!i lied on the bed....3days!!!!!
recover a bit bit.finally can faced the laptop longer a bit...
gonna pengsan soon.....

bye bye....>"<

过得好就好

一个很早很早就懂得道理

却不甘去实施

其实你们的事情

从你第一次告诉我们

我就懂

你心中从来就放不下他

当时的我，觉得4年后

他还在，你一定会回去 

可惜现在却事与愿违

希望所有的事情能迎刃而解……

加油～～

刚看了一个文章

不是爱，，就是适合的

看见了你们

我真的应该安于天命了吧

他适合我就好了

也许，不应该太执着爱与不爱

只想好好的好好的

在一起。

也不想太多了

顺其自然吧

要走的不会留

要留的不会走

你是哪一个？

stupid VAIO

my lappie was broken down....last week

unable to start up!

my expression is :what the hell is going on!!

i got assignments to pass up in the following week!suck!

tat uncle foong try to help me..

but....haih...

bring back to justin...

ok...1 day...

2 days......

finally it is done!!

he said he has been use a lot of solution to fixed it!

lol, appreciate it

my windows had change to window 7 PROFESSIONAL~XD

and he din charge me!XD

but, very unlucky, i get summon!

shiiiiiiit~~~~~i forget to put the parking coupo~~~~~~~~n!!!

when i home and start my lovely VAIO

i found another problem!

my battery is not connected!!!!or incompatible!!!

i online search and search the problem

and i found that

most VAIO change the to window 7 from Vista will got the same problem

and to fixed it

you have to delete something in the file of VAIO...

(i so scare that is a cheat)

try and try

finally it works

it is not easy to remove the file( isbMgr.exe)

because it is protected...

 aiz...terrible!

I've back from Singapore~~

went to Sg on my birthday.
i get my birth date on the passport~XD

since i have been overestimate my ability..
i've been wasting half of the day to reach my aunt's house...T.T
and my friend went back to his work....(why~~~)
then we only meet at the night...
we went to Vivo city to have dinner
after that just walk around there..(it's too late to go to the places i want to visit...T.T)
the view there is nice...
u can enjoy the sea breeze on your face...
enjoy the lighting...
good for couple~
i found that Singapore got a lot places for couple...
偷情圣地~

pretty girl

I am not a pretty girl
I don't have the fair and smooth skins
I am not a pretty girl
I don't have the big and sparkling eyes
I am not a pretty girl
I don't have the tall and beautiful nose
I am not a pretty girl
coz Im not pretty

she is a beautiful girl
she has the fair and smooth skins
she is a beautiful girl
she has the big and sparkling eyes
she is a beautiful girl
she has the taller and nice nose
she is a beautiful girl
coz she is prettier than me

oh my dear..
forgive me everything
I am not confidence
as what you see...

edited by me~~Mag~~

actually it is a song...
haha
just a simple stupid song with simple stupid melody...
sudden pop up when im doing my house chores
can use as lullaby..
LOL...

Dr. Dolittle - Tail To The Chief

Gossip is too Bud~~~~~~
XD
this shows talks about animals..
a girls that can talk animal.
amazing~~

the main point is the dog, Daisy
the president dog
the 1st dog

there are few lessons we can learn in the movie..
actually, men and animals not much different
who dun wanna being cared by their love

Daisy, she change her behavior
because she felt that
she is not been treated as a Dog again the the family
she is just a tool, a politic tool
She is sad..and she act like a kids
to do all the thing that make her family feel BUD...XD

President's daughter, the 1st daughter
have the same feeling too
they want to be the perfect
they thought they have to be perfect

all of them is lack of communication and understanding
president do not know
they just need the very simple things from him
is the sincerity and caring

once you understand a person
that person will listen to you
that person willing to open his/her heart to you
but, the point is
you have to listen
to watch
put your heart on him/her

you never know that
we are simple
u just need to pay extra caring, extra attention
u will know...

but u did not...

appreciate the one around u

Gossip

have some gossip today...
She told me some of the conflict happened
problem among people...

what i am

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。
她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。
她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。
   
她独立，也好强， 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。
她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。

everything is my wishful thinking

i thought
you do that FOR ME
i thought
you cry FOR ME
i thought
you care FOR ME
i thought
Im the center of you
i thought....

even i doubt it not only once
but you lead me to this thinking

I feel worse

NEED A HUG BADLY.

看不见听不到……

某些时候某些事情
也许瞎了聋了
心情会好过一些

Im tire...

"I am watching you watching me...."

it is one of the classic dialogue in the movie of....
errr...i forget the name....
the main character is Facker..Father Facker

why, why i suddenly recall it?
something happen
not once, but dunno how many times.
I'm getting tired to settle with you these 神经大条-people
i know,
you are not mean to do that
i know
you are not purposely to make it

i always convincing myself do not get angry with these stupid thing
but,once, twice, and so forth...
can you guys please care the people surrounding?
you are not 3-year-old kids,
you are not also the immature teenagers
beh song at 1st, but,
aikz, just get use of this...

oops...seem like i never explain the quote
what i mean is
everything u do is looking into our eyes
think of the consequences of your action
you are not kids anymore

though u always said others people immature
but please concern that on yourself

Oh! My gosh!!!! it is true!

remember that message i got on that day?
lolx
He had texted me and message to my Fb inbox again!
he said he need me help
in personal level...

i wonder...
but then after that he message me

"do you know Minyak beku?’
i though he want to ask the road..
but then he said...
"actually right now im on the bridge
i like to call it the bridge of love and i thought of you
weird isn't
whenever i feel lonely and stressed i take my motorbike and drive until i smell the sea
btw the moon is perfect tonight just like u"

lol
it really freak me out!

belated-valentine chocolate

hey, Mr. talkative
thanks for your v. gift...

though it is late for 2days,
appreciate..

i got at least one gift now~

don't know will there another belated-v. gift anot...XD
thanks ya....

I LOVE CHOCOLATE...
he said Summit have the alcoholic chocolate,
must look for a day go and see....^^

CHOCOLATE~~I'M COMING~~~

干涸的瓶子

瓶子里的水要干了……

如果你真的曾经留意过，你会懂得这一句话的含义……

happy valentine~everyone...(though passed)

now is 2.44am
passed valentine 2hours and 44 minutes

someone said he wanna give me chocolates...
but it is late...

think of chocolate..
think of the valentine surprise...

think of valentine surprise...
recall my birthday surprise that really impressed me

He is the one
the only one that make a cake for me
the only one that squeezing his brain to make me something
though not everything I like
but, at least he willing to use his time to do so...

he said he made three cakes
made it ate it excrete it
he had diarrhea because of this...

white chocolate cake~my favorite

Im touched on that day
and I knew
i will hurt this guy badly...
he is so serious on it...


he made a lot of surprise
but this was the only time i was really happy and love the present


this valentine
i have no gift...
no surprise....>"<

i miss you, everyone.

chit chat with yen today..
recalled the passed time.
how many relationship i had started and ended
i can't really count which is the 1st time
and don't even know which can be assumed as a real relationship


but i do remembered
the confused of the feeling
the disappointed me
the happiness while the phone rang.

is it everyone had a time like this?
you looked forward to a relationship
it's happy when what you guessed is the truth
finally, he said out the words
and you two started the relationship
everything seem wonderful
everything was in the plan

but, after started the relationship
there is a feeling
that you have never feel
indescribable,not happy, not sad
you don't understand what is that feeling
you cannot handle it
the feeling confused you, unsaety
and finally, u quit.
you tell him we cannot continue
no reason, just quit.
you clearly know that is the reason.

sorry for everything
sorry for easily started a relationship without a mature mind.
and appreciate everything you all ever do.
and I've grown up now.

every time i said,
can you please don't think so far
it isn't mean that i never think of the future
just because i have thought of it, worry of it
that's y i don't want you to think
because there is no future between us.

every words every thing that i said
doesn't mean as the words
is it just as the words
"woman's mind is the needle in the sea"
you are hard to find it out.

i actually know what i want
but, I'm just afraid to know it
you too.

i get a message

this is a nice song...
and I am the 1st time listen to it...

i got it in my FB inbox this morning

"The link speaks for me listen to it and then tell me what you think"

hmm, what happen?

Protected women

there are two types of women
actually i dunno there are how many types of women
but i found two today
the protected-animal type
and unprotected

i feel lucky that Im not fully-protected
but maybe there are 50% protected.

guys love beautiful girls
guys love cute and weak girls
if you are also one of these guys
you have to reset your mind now

a fully-protected woman
you have to take full responsible on her
as you can think of Panda
once you get the license to have a panda
every injury every problem happens on the panda
you are the sinner
no matter what it did, all your fault

why?
they are princess
people care of them, take them as the queen
they are always in the center of the world
if you disobey the rule
you are the only one treat them differently
of course everything your fault

protected women
have extraordinary high temper
protected women
need extraordinary caring
protected women
are extraordinary low sensitive to others' feeling
....
and so on


but, there may have exception also....
guys...good luck to you

birthday planning

is it too early to have a plan for my birthday?
5th of march

hope that is something on the day
or else i can only stay in my room facing the lappie to pass my birthday..
currently i love to be alone...
lazy and lazy to social...

im going to become otaku...
Singapore or JB?
what if they don't want to go...
i go alone??
they will worry....
hmm....

aiz...let it be....

A 100% lady

i am always be the man-est in the girls gang.
i wondering why
and now, may be i get the answer

1st, i don't scream
when there is a little insects visits u
a lady scream like hell
seem like a dinosaurs in front of u

2nd, i don't cry
you have to cry like your love one have dead when you watch a sorrow movie
it makes the guys want to protect you so much
even they will tease at you

3rd, i have responsible
100% lady, they would like to ask xxx
'can you please do this for me?'
or
'i don't know how to do it...'and her eyes is sparkling and look at you
what you can do is?
ok, i help you

4th, I don't talk like a Tweety
'deeeeer... keen i go weef you?'
'i misssss you...'
yiak, vomit..

5th, i don't know how to dislike people without any reason
'you see that guy, he look horrible! must be the bad guy!'
'yiak, he looks like a pervert! he must be the one who steal my lingerie!'

6th, i work like a cow but not complain. (what's wrong with me?)
a lady will said: I'm so tire of this, can you do that?
'Im busy, maybe you can ask xxx to do so?'
"im really TIRE~~~~~"
(but sometime i complain also....XP)

7th....even i don't have a watch, i know the time
i will be there at 650 if our date start at 7
i will be guilty if i have late even a minute
u reach at 15 minutes late but then u ask me: how come u so early, sorry ya
but i cant see any apologize on your face
ladies, be punctual

there may be 8th, 9th 10th and so forth...


god, can you just turn me to be a man?
may be i will get some recognition after being a real man.

our safety... Plastic!

looking for these information long long time ago

but dun even know type what in the column of the Google search

accidentally find it

check the number under your bottle!

according to the information i got

number 1

usually used as mineral water bottle, heat resistance level is below 40 Celsius

nor suggest to use it repeatedly

Number 2 & number3

cannot be cleaned easily

not recommended to used as drinking water bottle

Number 5

heat resistance is very high ( below 135 Celsius )

used as food container and water bottle

best choices among all the numbers

Number 6

known as polysterine

heat resistance 70 -95

number 7

high heat resistant

mixed of other plastic

not recommended( i forget the reason~~XD)

Im always being ignored...

hi ya, Parit Raja, Im back....

this year CNY is boring. boring BORING!!!

i miss the cny feel...where are you , my dear??

and my cny end on the 4th....>"<

and i get a bad news (or good news?)

Ms. K, is an angelic girl in my mind, always

and i know, Mr.K love her a lot..hmm, i think so, he chase after her for almost 10 years.

one handsome, one beautiful

they are matched.

but, the day before i leave, Mr. P told me

Ms. K confuse him

(Mr.P admire Ms.K)

he sais, she came to Singapore

and, she find him out...

she sticking with him, holding his hand...

LIKE A COUPLE.

OMG.

that's not what i can think as a good friend.

so, maybe, they are good friend and close

but he said again, 

she din do that in Ipoh.

WHAT DOES IT MEANS???
 

and i found that

Im always be the 2nd choices.

why i said so?

MrP ask me for dinner one day

suddenly  a call come in

he said, sorry, i have something to do, maybe we eat on the other day

it's ok for, just a dinner..

the other day, he told me

he must tell me or he will guilty

that day he cannot attend because

Ms.K ask him for dinner!

it's ok,because i know, she is important

if i was him, i will do the same.(maybe)

not only for this time

i always be others' loveship counselor 

even they use all my time

i don't know how to say 'NO'

but then i always being ignored.

do i deserved this?

i found that, to be a good person

do not always get back the good

but then...

i don't know...

Mr.K, should i inform you what i get??

aikz....

i wish everyone has a good lover...

has a good friend

has a good family....

Rabit Year~~

Happy Rabbit year~~!!

very happy because everyone have came home!!hee

and i get gifts also~~wakakakaka

this is from my 2nd brother who is so called giam siap ppl...

finally i gt gift!ha

my 1st gift from my 2nd brother~

i also get 100 bucks from him~~happy~~~1st time get money from him~hahahahaha

and now, these are from my eldest brother!

from Bali!!!!!

2nd and third gift from my eldest brother~ from Indo ya~~

quite comfortable also~~^^

the brand of the Indo clothes

new year new year~~

what i want

there is a time, i watch it in youtube.
a guy talk about women
he said, women's brain cant rest for a second
but guys always blank their mind out

yes, my mind full with boring stuff...
how you treat me
how you talk to me
what you tell me
it always wandering in my mind...
and i will compare..
the conclusion always is:
"im not feeling good with this"

i hope i can tell you everything i have thought
but i cant make it a proper way to tell you completely.
im suck

dun change a person instead of accept everything of him

i know, this is love
love is:


i cant tell
so i better don't watch and listen
it will hurt you some more
once i say it out, you have to change
and im the one who force you

but some time communication is needed

i know, but if
this is the characteristic
this is what he is
thare's no way for communication

there only 2 choices: accept or don't

Click on people's faces in the photo to tag them.

i had my haircut~