im OLD

ya,im really old.
not even appearance and also spirit.
lazy social, lazy make up, lazy many things that should be done at my age.

and now, i have to start expand my social life
i've been closing myself for so loong
now all in love already,
it's time for you to go out....

god bless me.....>"<

LIfe~

man should think of the consequences every step you make.

but sometimes, you cannot care too much of thing.

confusing?

you think of the consequences just to avoid something bad to be happened 

but at the same time, you actually losing something 

a bad thing doesn't mean you should not do

just like what happening during your childhood,

who don't ever skip their class?who don't ever disobey their teacher or parents?

we ignore their advices, and we know, it may bring us the bad thing

but, that is childhood, and it is the memory we made

something doesn't worth if you think rationally

but, it is worth if you feel it with your heart.

the community's norm made us afraid to do many things that mentally needed.

we scare to become the sinner.

we scare what others think of us

we scare...

and thus, we stop to do something that we like

hey, guys,

be yourself,

everything you do that doesn't harm others

Just do it!!

this is your personal stuff, why care of them?

as they like what to say, what to do.

you, are YOU.

nobody is gonna kill you. 

there must be someone support you.

life, is like that

yes or no

do or don't

if you care, you may avoid something bad

but if you care over, you lose something. =)

New Land for me～～5diary

found a website--吾志

a clean and simple site for diary writing.

love this website, a really good place to write diary.

daily life, and i can write exactly their name on it. a real life diary for me.

i love one of its Principe: 我们认为每天都是一个新的开始，过去或喜或悲，都已成回忆 （we think that everyday is a new starting, the passed joyful or sadness, have became a memory.)

in this blog, you cannot see others' passed post. you can only see the post on that day.

so, you cannot see all the past i have been.

and every post you have published is not allow to edit. if this is your diary, there is no need to edit is it? all you write at the time is the true feeling you had.

NO comment is allowed.

ya, everything is just a DIARY.




nothing much.

我是什么？

我的家=拉圾囤积场

我的家，永远堆满了不中用的东西
我的家，永远不会收拾整理东西

『努力收拾吧！』
努力，努力就会成功吗？这是怎样努力都不会成功的例子！
该丢的垃圾不丢，就是垃圾场。
该收的东西不收，就是垃圾。

如果我的家人，每一位都灌输5S整理法则的话，我想我会绝对开心。
什么是5s???

5S是指：

1. 整理：常組織（Structurise）
2. 整顿：常整頓（Systematise）
3. 清扫：常清潔（Sanitise）
4. 清洁：常規範（Standardise）
5. 身美：常自律（Self-discipline）

我希望你们可以整理好，分类所有的物品。
常用的，没有的，少用的……
至少吧少用的收好，没用的丢掉或给人吧！！
打扫，是必要的吧？在哪一个家都一样，不要的东西总是堆积到处都是。
你可以堆，不过拜托，堆回你房间吧！！
什么？！没有位子？？？？？？
没有位你就好节制一下你自己，这个家，不只是你的！！
真想一把火把所有东西都丢掉，放在大厅，就是所有人的咯
你不收，就我来收。你不丢，就我来丢！
帮你收了，还弄乱，弄乱了又不收，你以为你是谁？
帮你分类了，是方便你，难道方便我？
教了你，就要学，常维持环境的整洁，孩子也自然会学习整洁啊！


我从不把属于我的东西放在厅，因为那算是【公众场所】。
不是没有房间的，请回收你的东西好吗？


我的愿望也需要改了，我要赚好多好多的钱，为我自己赚一所房子
我的家，我会负责！

我要的男人

突然回想起我以前爱过的，一起过的男人……

感觉就是不一样。为什么会离开，因为都不是我要的。
也许，你们身上就是由我喜欢的东西，可是还是欠缺了一点。
现在这个，也很好。就是不是我想要的。
真的是因为我要求高吗？我还以为这是很基本的要求。
有人要瘦的，有人要肥的。只是个人喜好吧？

而我，喜欢一个让我仰慕的。
一个让我喜欢静静的，坐在他身边，听他说话……
安静的待在他身边，默默的支持他……
他说的一切做的一切，都是令人信服的，让人不得异议。
我想要的，是一个我可以做个小孩，而他，是一个大人。
不是每个人都想做大女人的，若情况允许，有谁不想让人疼爱呢？

我想要跟着他到处去，喜欢他牵着我没有任何一声交待。
想要依赖，想要被保护。
一个不多话，可是一说话却一鸣惊人。
如果可以的话，他要长得高高的，矮矮的我，望着他，就是有不一样的感觉。
高高的，总是让我有一份莫名的【受保护感】。

曾经，我误以为【他】就是我要的，【他】，让我曾经想要依靠。
至少，目前的生活，是安定的。
可是，内含不一样就是不一样。
我没有办法认同【他】说的话，用了一段时间去抽离我的角色，也抽离他的角色。
可是当中，也是穿插了一些甜蜜的。那感觉，我不否认，我很怀念，可是，几秒钟的甜蜜，怀念又能怎样。
别人都说我过分的理智，我只是懂得去衡量我要的，和我不要的。
如果最后，得到的，是负数的，我会选择离开。
你一定会说吧，『爱情，怎么可以拿来衡量？可以衡量的还是爱情吗？』
我不懂，也许，我还没真正遇到吧。
||未遇到已经那么难过了，遇到了，倒不如死了算……||

我只是想要一个，让我生活安定的男人，也让我的心安定的男人，我的要求  真的那么高吗？

雅漾暗疮系列 Avene Cleanance Blemish-prone Skin starter Kit

Just bought a starter kit of Avene clearance blemish-prone skin (RM35)
wandering in Watson today, looking for cleanser since i have forget to bring back my skin care product
I am going to switch the brand also because the brand i used is not effective on my skin...so sad

this brand is well known for sensitive skin
so i decided to try it!!
actually i am using its spring water (spray)
hmm, very light...not much feeling on it.
search online for the comments about this set
50%nice 50% bad.
i hope i am in the list of that 50% of nice....

Cleanance K ：　it helps to reduce spots. blackhead and blemishes. seem like quite suitable for my acne skin. but it is more recommended apply in the night since it contains of AHA and xxxx(i forget what it call.XD), you have to avoid the UV

ok. the instruction said, the effects u will see after 7 days.
after one week i have to check for my skin status!!!!!