there is a time, i watch it in youtube.
a guy talk about women
he said, women's brain cant rest for a second
but guys always blank their mind out
yes, my mind full with boring stuff...
how you treat me
how you talk to me
what you tell me
it always wandering in my mind...
and i will compare..
the conclusion always is:
"im not feeling good with this"
i hope i can tell you everything i have thought
but i cant make it a proper way to tell you completely.
im suck
dun change a person instead of accept everything of him
i know, this is love
love is:
i cant tell
so i better don't watch and listen
it will hurt you some more
once i say it out, you have to change
and im the one who force you
but some time communication is needed
i know, but if
this is the characteristic
this is what he is
thare's no way for communication
wth is my stomach?
i've been hungry in 24 hours nonstop...
it can wake me up when im sleeping because of the hungry
whole body shaking~
*shake it shake it~~oh~~
lol~~i have to wake up and act like a hungry ghost to search for the food..
i ate jelly...in the dark of my room....
cant satisfy my little stomach....
i go downstair eat the new year biscuit....
>"<
there is somewhere empty in my heart...
no why, just felt it
facing the PC screen whole day
doing the meaningless stuff everyday
Kamen Rider also in my movie list..
my emotion like the peaceful sea...
when will be a storm for me?
i want my heart pumping fast
i want to lose the control of my emotion
i want to do something crazy
i want to be excited whole day..
it's too young to enjoy a life without any exciting..
i just change my facebook skin~~ ^_^
although im the only people can see it
but the color cheering me~
i like winter~~
the scene....
i never went there...maybe i vill be freezing and hate the weather
but, who know? if you never try??
hee...
i can also dislike people's status
but it is also can only be seen by the people who is using the application too..
seem bored rite??
so i din go and dislike ppl status
few times already.
that time, i ran away with a guy.
this time i fall love with a lesbian i thought.
both also the relationship that confused me but i still like it after i wake up
this time, i met a tomboy.
and she show her admire to me
we just like the best best friend, going here and there,holding hand and hugging all the time.
i felt that i like her
i confused, it is not accepted
finally, the ending tell me that she is a he!
LOL...when i thought i can continue with him
i wake!
a lot of unacceptable relationship in my dream recently
and i feel like reveling in the love-ship like this...
i don't know what happen on me.
i really no thinking of these...
is that my life are too simple??
i need some up and down in my life....
i wonder
why there are so many terms and conditions to book a hotel room?
promotion is only available for online booking..
ok, online booking
online booking then is just only available for credit card owner!
ok...i ask someone who has credit card book for me
what?!
the credit card owner has to shown out?
shit!!!
i watched a nice drama again.
touching my heart and it hurts.
it is a Korean drama about the love story between King and his bodyguard.( this is homosexual~XD, but it is really nice and not disgusting, u can feel the love from the king)
the characters here have a good skill in acting their character.
the scene started with the childhood of the king met the bodyguard, Hong Lin.
the words come out from Hong Lin impress the king
“为了殿下，可以牺牲自己”
" i can sacrifice myself for your highness"
the King love Hong Lin and he is afraid that he will leave him like the other guard did ( run away with a woman).
he try to trap his mind by asking him do he ever feel like want to leave even he has been here for so many years.He relieved at the time Hong Lin said impossible. He felt secure with the answer. Hong Lin is the trustiest person for him.
however, the threat to his throne arise and he need a son. He send his trustiest and beloved to intercourse with the Queen. King trusted him fully with his heart. But can u imagine that your lover are having sex with the person not you, the struggling of his heart. the responsibility and the loveship, he stand outside the door of the Queen's bedroom and struggle. He love him, he really do.
everyone has lust especially for the men that never touch a woman. Hong Lin fall in love with the Queen.
the King found it and he decided to change the sex partner for the Queen. both Queen and Hong Lin are shocked and ask why. and finally Hong Lin get the signal from the king that he knew the relationship between the Queen.
Hong Lin is guilty for betraying the King no matter on his love or the loyalty as a bodyguard. he decided to die for what he had did. of course, the king will not do it, He love Long Lin, he just wanted to know, it is love or lust.
HOng Lin said, 'is lust'. King forgive him. King is always love him that deep.He send him to the Queen just to hope to have a child from Hong Lin. But now, he just want him to stay away from the Queen. King said, everything will be ok after Hong Lin leave for a period. HOng Lin agreed for that.
the king has dream before Hong Lin leave.. he dreamed that they leave the palace and hunting with HOng Lin. it is a simple life for people but it is what the King want- together with his love.
the dream of the king
but the Queen cannot stop herself missing him and meet him at the night before the day he leave. and they are caught by the King. the 2nd betray from HOng Lin. ( i really felt sad for the king, and i can imagine how sad and disappoint of him. his love, his trust....) and Hong Lin said: " i admire the queen 1st"
the King lost his mind! .....(to be continue....XD)
it is a sad ending. do Hong Lin ever Love the King? he last word, "never"
it is a lie or just because he mad at the King who disappoint him?
it's not easy to have love. especially the king, he never know who is sincere and who is liar.
but i trust that, Hong Lin treat the King sincerely, he really protect him fully with his heart. and i know, he ever love.
it end with the King's dream. what if they dream come true in another life...
i wish the king's dream come true...
