birthday surprise

today Janet's baby had planned a surprise for her birthday
it's sweeeeeeeet!

in my memory,
when is the most memorable birthday?
i started to recall my memory...
birthday surprise...birthday surprise...
seem like....
not even once someone suddenly pop up and celebrate my birthday
all planned and i knew it much earlier.

the only special birthday is...
i get a homemade cake from seong yee..
that's the only special moment

even my 21st year-old birthday has not much memorable stuff.

hmm...
Im not telling you all Im waiting for a surprise...
im not.Im DEFINITELY NOT!!
XD
o

hmm...just feel....
y im always the one that saw the people around me get surprise??

26 nov 2010

went station 1 to see the audition.
not much people there...just twenty something.
and the people who get int the second round only 3 or 4 people...
too bad...


when i home, i received a mail form the job of modeling..
LOL, i thought i cant get it..
but never mind...
still not yet sure...
XD

videｏ （ｎｅｐｈｅｗ ｎｅｐｈｅｗ～～）

my cutey khang khang try to cheat his dad.
it's funny to look at him

it uses me alot of time to upload this video
because i have terbalik the cam when i record
i used lot of my effort to turn it back..
>"<

decision made!

courage came decision made

finally, i decided to participate the contest.
teen idol
this is the song i choose



i can only sing 2 minutes since this is the rule
and now, my problem is
how to get the karaoke version of this song!

problems coming one by one....
sigh...

2010 AUTO CITY TEEN IDOL

auto city teen idol...
look at the competition advertisement

my heart pumping faster and faster
even just wondering to participate
im nervous and scare

Should i?
and Can i?

be courage
i know this is the necessity
but i do hope someone told me
"YOU CAN DO THIS!"

but, i afraid to ask also
wth am i thinking??
arg....

USAUSA --UNO SANO USARANA

This (usausa--uno sano usarana) is derived from JAPAN personality diagnose by using the functions of the left and right brain.
Two common actions were used to analyze a person's frequently used brain.

left brain: connected with our logic, language, calculation and analysis
right brain: connected with our emotion, intuition, imagination and creation
.

（refer to the image)
1st step:　
the right thumb is covered ----> U
the left thumb is covered ------> SA

2nd step:
the right hand palm is seen ----> U
the left hand palm is seen ----> SA


and my result is...
USA girl!
性格：人情的好听众：散发出安心，温柔，善解人意的气质，是一个人人都想跟妳说心事的好听众，如困别人苦苦哀求妳，总是很难拒絶别人！
恋爱：难以爽快脱身：虽然会理性评估对方，不过一但陷入热恋，就完全被感性主导，当热情不在时，很容易因对方对自己的依赖而无法爽快分手！

Personality: a good human listeners: emitting a safe, gentle, understanding temperament, is a good listener that everyone wants to tell you their mind, such as people begging you, always difficult to say no!

Love: difficult to readily escape: although it will rationally evaluate each other, but once you caught in a love, completely dominated by emotional, not when passionate , it is always can not readily break up due to their dependence on each other! 

quite accurate....
haiz.....

refer from:
http://www.facebook.com/jazz.low#!/note.php?note_id=456667363612&id=310017499078

build and build and build

come on,
let's build the wall together!
since u have no objection, just keep building it
until it high enough to cover everything

maybe after the construction was done
u also haven realize it exists, do u?

badminton day ♥

dated with kyle, kwai loon to play badminton
there has been a LONG LONG time ago i played badminton...
i know, i never been good in badminton
now, it worse

yes, im active during the primary school days
but, it doesn't mean that i have a good skill on my sport
i just like chasing the butterfly
and now, actually, im improved
i din hoke my leg up when i hit the ball. *blink

though i am always that passionate to my friend
but, im still cold to the first met people or the long-time-no-see people
i just don't know what to do, sit there and wait for your calling..>"<

sorry for the guys who partner with me
i increase your exercise rate
you have to run here and there
and i could not help you anything
but, i think it is good for you guys, right??haha

next time i will try to get the ball that i think is impossible for me
next time.....
but, it is happy to pick up my racket and play badminton
i like exercise~♥
but im shy to ask you guys to play with me again...
since im so worse on it!!>"<

hope to play again...

she remind me of you!

these are two different people
i know
but, when i look at it separately
ee yong( left) reminds me of trace (right)
maybe, they have the same figure
maybe they have the same mouth
maybe they both have the big eyes

but when i put them together, (just as the photo above)
seem like not that much look alike..
if i don't say, will you think that these are different people?
i think, the answer is yes right?
hmm.....

"diamond" 鑽石● 泡沫之夏

i love this song
i always love this kind of melody
laziness...
sorrowful...
the love leaking out from the melody...


imagine that is a stage
standing on it
the voice coming out from  my throat...
if there is one day
i can sing in a bar
even just a small and dirty bar
just for a night...
can you look at me
and listen?
and, clap for me.....
even just a day
let me fulfill my dream, can?

鑽石

唱:徐熙媛
曲:范曉萱
詞:明曉溪、徐熙媛

如果我哭著請求
如果我跪地哀求
你呢 能不能為我而留
我知道你愛她
就像鑽石般愛她
就算她不愛你
你還是傻傻愛著她
人人都愛她
人人都愛她
她是完美墔璨鑽石
她高貴 她美麗
我是卑微的隨風而走的砂
我低賤漂泊
她是完美墔璨鑽石
她純潔她無瑕
我是卑微的隨風而走的砂
我世故我複雜
她是無價的鑽石阿
我是不值錢的砂
她是鑽石我是砂

怎样 song

歌名:怎樣
附註:
語言:國語, 曲長:4m31s
作曲:戴佩妮, 編曲:
監製:, 填詞:戴佩妮


我這裡天快要黑了　那裡呢
我這裡天氣涼涼的　那裡呢
我這裡一切都變了　我變的懂事了
我又開始寫日記了　而那你呢

我這裡天快要亮了　那裡呢
我這裡天氣很炎熱　那裡呢
我這裡一切都變了　我變的不哭了
我把照片也收起了　而那你呢

如果我們現在還在一起會是怎樣
我們是不是還是深愛著對方
像開始時那樣　握著手就算天快亮

我們現在還在一起會是怎樣
我們是不是還是隱瞞著對方
像結束時那樣　明知道你沒有錯
還硬要我原諒

我不會原諒　我怎麼原諒

99 step from you 一百步的距离

如果我们之间的差距只是100步
你愿意为我走那99步吗？

我会在你踏出那第99步的时候
踏出那最后的一步——我们就能相爱了

请原谅我的自私，我无法为你踏前两步
可是，我却希望你能完成这段路

我不介意你们说我自私因为我的确很自私
在确认你真正爱上我之前，我不会爱上你

给为我踏上98步的人
谢谢你为我付出的一切
你的付出绝对是无可替代的
只可惜，原来你的爱只到这里

给踏上50步的你
我们都懂，
原来，我们都需要公平的对待
可惜，爱情里却容不下公平二字

给踏上了1步的你
原来，我们都是同一类人
也许害怕受伤
也许只是纯碎路过
不过谢谢你缩短了我们的距离

给踏上99步的你
只有三个字最贴切
我爱你。

if out distance is just hundred step

can you walk the 99steps for me?

i will only walk the only step

when you are going to step the 99th..

I'm begging for your forgiveness

since i cannot take more steps for you

but, i really hope that you can finish the route

i don't care to be given the name of 'selfish'

because i really am

i will not love you until i have confirmed your love

for the one who take 98 steps

thank you for everything you have give

it is irreplaceable of what you do

however, your love ended here.

for the one who take 50 steps

both of us knew that

we need to be fair

unluckily, there is no 'fair' in love

for the one who take a step

we are the same person

maybe, we afraid to be hurt

maybe, we are just walk by

anyways, thanks for shortening our distance by a step

for the one who take 99steps

there are only three words for u

I LOVE YOU

i wonder

how many steps will u walk for me?

compliment from public

i like to sing
everyone who know me knew it i think
and i sang in public yesterday night
that place so called GK if i do not mistake
and last time it is Mike place
of course
sing the 1st song
feeling shy...

few songs later
there is clapping.
yes! they clap for me!
it's happy and encouraging
thanks Vic for bringing me there and have a good experience..

someone even send me a bottle of beer..
LOL...thank you for your beer, stranger.
get the compliment form the DJ too...
and thanks for the Mr. DJ who insert my song to the front
appreciate it so much~
and now i know, ah mei and sammy got fans from othere races too
Mr. DJ, of course i would like to sing for you if you love to...

Vic and me~

self-loving~

respiratory problem...

sickness come back again...

hard to breath

cannot sing well

this few days just lack of oxygen

hard to sing a song perfectly...*sad

maybe, it's because of the haze problem..

but i think it is not serious in ipoh...

how come i can't breath well?

i hate it

don't know what is the problem...

can only keep drinking water

keep inhaling the air with my mouth

but it hurt my throat

dry and pain

beat my heart with my fist

better...

but, impossible i hit it so many time right?

later on i vomit blood!

God, please help me

I'm just tire of this!!

heal me please!!!!!

i get a HEART!

thanks for my friends...

today is happy and fun

there is a long long time i have not out with the guys like you

nice to meet ya...^_^

maybe, it's realy your first time

maybe, it's not

but, it's my first time to get a HEART

it's a memorable day..XD

is this the priority to be the only girl in the guys?

haha, im feeling awkward that you guys pay for me...

really appreciate it..>o<

even your heart is not that perfect

i accept it with the effort you pay

it's funny, we seem like having a teaching lesson

teach how to make a heart with money...LOL

having friends like you all should be a great present

talk and joke...

just throw away all the worries behind

and, i made a heart too

please keep it nicely k?

don't break my little heart...>"<

confuse

confusing confusing and confusing!!!!!!
and i hate this

the only thing is to cut it off

do you know how to not get hurt?
just stay away from everything that can hurt you
and it always works