sixth sense

having a weird and weird feeling these two days.

heart is pumping faster and faster while im sleeping than when im running.
i tot im too stress...
but...
do i??

having a unique feeling...
feeling scare and insecure...
desire for some protection...

yesterday
night even not dare to go outside of my room.
funny...
today
having bad dreams accumulate in a nap.

is it some kind of sixth sense??
telling me something bad is going to happen?
never that strong before....
torturing me...

love you by break up 分手说爱你

watch a movie just now
a Hong Kong movie:分手说爱你 (love you by break up)

Joe and Flora is a pair of couple, very sweet couple..
Flora broke up with Joe with the reason he is too simple...
Joe do not have a permanent job...
playing all the day...wasting his time...
after broken up, he found a website: breakupclup
it helps people to get back their love one but there is a condition: break other couple.
joe did it, and unbelievable, Flora came back to him.
Flora is a girl who is very hardworking, has a background of a lower status family.
joe try to pay more effort to be what Flora want, he gets more part-time jobs.
but he never know, what flora want is a more secure man, a stable life...
the story end with Flora leave the country to expand her life her job...

yes, joe love her sooooo much...
just like him..
but he never understand what she want.
it should be all the women want.
a secure guy, stable life, protective...

life, is always the 1st consideration of love excluded feeling...