pretty girl

I am not a pretty girl
I don't have the fair and smooth skins
I am not a pretty girl
I don't have the big and sparkling eyes
I am not a pretty girl
I don't have the tall and beautiful nose
I am not a pretty girl
coz Im not pretty

she is a beautiful girl
she has the fair and smooth skins
she is a beautiful girl
she has the big and sparkling eyes
she is a beautiful girl
she has the taller and nice nose
she is a beautiful girl
coz she is prettier than me

oh my dear..
forgive me everything
I am not confidence
as what you see...

edited by me~~Mag~~

actually it is a song...
haha
just a simple stupid song with simple stupid melody...
sudden pop up when im doing my house chores
can use as lullaby..
LOL...

Dr. Dolittle - Tail To The Chief

Gossip is too Bud~~~~~~
XD
this shows talks about animals..
a girls that can talk animal.
amazing~~

the main point is the dog, Daisy
the president dog
the 1st dog

there are few lessons we can learn in the movie..
actually, men and animals not much different
who dun wanna being cared by their love

Daisy, she change her behavior
because she felt that
she is not been treated as a Dog again the the family
she is just a tool, a politic tool
She is sad..and she act like a kids
to do all the thing that make her family feel BUD...XD

President's daughter, the 1st daughter
have the same feeling too
they want to be the perfect
they thought they have to be perfect

all of them is lack of communication and understanding
president do not know
they just need the very simple things from him
is the sincerity and caring

once you understand a person
that person will listen to you
that person willing to open his/her heart to you
but, the point is
you have to listen
to watch
put your heart on him/her

you never know that
we are simple
u just need to pay extra caring, extra attention
u will know...

but u did not...

appreciate the one around u

Gossip

have some gossip today...
She told me some of the conflict happened
problem among people...

what i am

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。
她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。
她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。
   
她独立，也好强， 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。
她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。

everything is my wishful thinking

i thought
you do that FOR ME
i thought
you cry FOR ME
i thought
you care FOR ME
i thought
Im the center of you
i thought....

even i doubt it not only once
but you lead me to this thinking

I feel worse

NEED A HUG BADLY.

看不见听不到……

某些时候某些事情
也许瞎了聋了
心情会好过一些

Im tire...

"I am watching you watching me...."

it is one of the classic dialogue in the movie of....
errr...i forget the name....
the main character is Facker..Father Facker

why, why i suddenly recall it?
something happen
not once, but dunno how many times.
I'm getting tired to settle with you these 神经大条-people
i know,
you are not mean to do that
i know
you are not purposely to make it

i always convincing myself do not get angry with these stupid thing
but,once, twice, and so forth...
can you guys please care the people surrounding?
you are not 3-year-old kids,
you are not also the immature teenagers
beh song at 1st, but,
aikz, just get use of this...

oops...seem like i never explain the quote
what i mean is
everything u do is looking into our eyes
think of the consequences of your action
you are not kids anymore

though u always said others people immature
but please concern that on yourself

Oh! My gosh!!!! it is true!

remember that message i got on that day?
lolx
He had texted me and message to my Fb inbox again!
he said he need me help
in personal level...

i wonder...
but then after that he message me

"do you know Minyak beku?’
i though he want to ask the road..
but then he said...
"actually right now im on the bridge
i like to call it the bridge of love and i thought of you
weird isn't
whenever i feel lonely and stressed i take my motorbike and drive until i smell the sea
btw the moon is perfect tonight just like u"

lol
it really freak me out!

belated-valentine chocolate

hey, Mr. talkative
thanks for your v. gift...

though it is late for 2days,
appreciate..

i got at least one gift now~

don't know will there another belated-v. gift anot...XD
thanks ya....

I LOVE CHOCOLATE...
he said Summit have the alcoholic chocolate,
must look for a day go and see....^^

CHOCOLATE~~I'M COMING~~~

干涸的瓶子

瓶子里的水要干了……

如果你真的曾经留意过，你会懂得这一句话的含义……

happy valentine~everyone...(though passed)

now is 2.44am
passed valentine 2hours and 44 minutes

someone said he wanna give me chocolates...
but it is late...

think of chocolate..
think of the valentine surprise...

think of valentine surprise...
recall my birthday surprise that really impressed me

He is the one
the only one that make a cake for me
the only one that squeezing his brain to make me something
though not everything I like
but, at least he willing to use his time to do so...

he said he made three cakes
made it ate it excrete it
he had diarrhea because of this...

white chocolate cake~my favorite

Im touched on that day
and I knew
i will hurt this guy badly...
he is so serious on it...


he made a lot of surprise
but this was the only time i was really happy and love the present


this valentine
i have no gift...
no surprise....>"<

i miss you, everyone.

chit chat with yen today..
recalled the passed time.
how many relationship i had started and ended
i can't really count which is the 1st time
and don't even know which can be assumed as a real relationship


but i do remembered
the confused of the feeling
the disappointed me
the happiness while the phone rang.

is it everyone had a time like this?
you looked forward to a relationship
it's happy when what you guessed is the truth
finally, he said out the words
and you two started the relationship
everything seem wonderful
everything was in the plan

but, after started the relationship
there is a feeling
that you have never feel
indescribable,not happy, not sad
you don't understand what is that feeling
you cannot handle it
the feeling confused you, unsaety
and finally, u quit.
you tell him we cannot continue
no reason, just quit.
you clearly know that is the reason.

sorry for everything
sorry for easily started a relationship without a mature mind.
and appreciate everything you all ever do.
and I've grown up now.

every time i said,
can you please don't think so far
it isn't mean that i never think of the future
just because i have thought of it, worry of it
that's y i don't want you to think
because there is no future between us.

every words every thing that i said
doesn't mean as the words
is it just as the words
"woman's mind is the needle in the sea"
you are hard to find it out.

i actually know what i want
but, I'm just afraid to know it
you too.

i get a message

this is a nice song...
and I am the 1st time listen to it...

i got it in my FB inbox this morning

"The link speaks for me listen to it and then tell me what you think"

hmm, what happen?

Protected women

there are two types of women
actually i dunno there are how many types of women
but i found two today
the protected-animal type
and unprotected

i feel lucky that Im not fully-protected
but maybe there are 50% protected.

guys love beautiful girls
guys love cute and weak girls
if you are also one of these guys
you have to reset your mind now

a fully-protected woman
you have to take full responsible on her
as you can think of Panda
once you get the license to have a panda
every injury every problem happens on the panda
you are the sinner
no matter what it did, all your fault

why?
they are princess
people care of them, take them as the queen
they are always in the center of the world
if you disobey the rule
you are the only one treat them differently
of course everything your fault

protected women
have extraordinary high temper
protected women
need extraordinary caring
protected women
are extraordinary low sensitive to others' feeling
....
and so on


but, there may have exception also....
guys...good luck to you

birthday planning

is it too early to have a plan for my birthday?
5th of march

hope that is something on the day
or else i can only stay in my room facing the lappie to pass my birthday..
currently i love to be alone...
lazy and lazy to social...

im going to become otaku...
Singapore or JB?
what if they don't want to go...
i go alone??
they will worry....
hmm....

aiz...let it be....

A 100% lady

i am always be the man-est in the girls gang.
i wondering why
and now, may be i get the answer

1st, i don't scream
when there is a little insects visits u
a lady scream like hell
seem like a dinosaurs in front of u

2nd, i don't cry
you have to cry like your love one have dead when you watch a sorrow movie
it makes the guys want to protect you so much
even they will tease at you

3rd, i have responsible
100% lady, they would like to ask xxx
'can you please do this for me?'
or
'i don't know how to do it...'and her eyes is sparkling and look at you
what you can do is?
ok, i help you

4th, I don't talk like a Tweety
'deeeeer... keen i go weef you?'
'i misssss you...'
yiak, vomit..

5th, i don't know how to dislike people without any reason
'you see that guy, he look horrible! must be the bad guy!'
'yiak, he looks like a pervert! he must be the one who steal my lingerie!'

6th, i work like a cow but not complain. (what's wrong with me?)
a lady will said: I'm so tire of this, can you do that?
'Im busy, maybe you can ask xxx to do so?'
"im really TIRE~~~~~"
(but sometime i complain also....XP)

7th....even i don't have a watch, i know the time
i will be there at 650 if our date start at 7
i will be guilty if i have late even a minute
u reach at 15 minutes late but then u ask me: how come u so early, sorry ya
but i cant see any apologize on your face
ladies, be punctual

there may be 8th, 9th 10th and so forth...


god, can you just turn me to be a man?
may be i will get some recognition after being a real man.

our safety... Plastic!

looking for these information long long time ago

but dun even know type what in the column of the Google search

accidentally find it

check the number under your bottle!

according to the information i got

number 1

usually used as mineral water bottle, heat resistance level is below 40 Celsius

nor suggest to use it repeatedly

Number 2 & number3

cannot be cleaned easily

not recommended to used as drinking water bottle

Number 5

heat resistance is very high ( below 135 Celsius )

used as food container and water bottle

best choices among all the numbers

Number 6

known as polysterine

heat resistance 70 -95

number 7

high heat resistant

mixed of other plastic

not recommended( i forget the reason~~XD)

Im always being ignored...

hi ya, Parit Raja, Im back....

this year CNY is boring. boring BORING!!!

i miss the cny feel...where are you , my dear??

and my cny end on the 4th....>"<

and i get a bad news (or good news?)

Ms. K, is an angelic girl in my mind, always

and i know, Mr.K love her a lot..hmm, i think so, he chase after her for almost 10 years.

one handsome, one beautiful

they are matched.

but, the day before i leave, Mr. P told me

Ms. K confuse him

(Mr.P admire Ms.K)

he sais, she came to Singapore

and, she find him out...

she sticking with him, holding his hand...

LIKE A COUPLE.

OMG.

that's not what i can think as a good friend.

so, maybe, they are good friend and close

but he said again, 

she din do that in Ipoh.

WHAT DOES IT MEANS???
 

and i found that

Im always be the 2nd choices.

why i said so?

MrP ask me for dinner one day

suddenly  a call come in

he said, sorry, i have something to do, maybe we eat on the other day

it's ok for, just a dinner..

the other day, he told me

he must tell me or he will guilty

that day he cannot attend because

Ms.K ask him for dinner!

it's ok,because i know, she is important

if i was him, i will do the same.(maybe)

not only for this time

i always be others' loveship counselor 

even they use all my time

i don't know how to say 'NO'

but then i always being ignored.

do i deserved this?

i found that, to be a good person

do not always get back the good

but then...

i don't know...

Mr.K, should i inform you what i get??

aikz....

i wish everyone has a good lover...

has a good friend

has a good family....

Rabit Year~~

Happy Rabbit year~~!!

very happy because everyone have came home!!hee

and i get gifts also~~wakakakaka

this is from my 2nd brother who is so called giam siap ppl...

finally i gt gift!ha

my 1st gift from my 2nd brother~

i also get 100 bucks from him~~happy~~~1st time get money from him~hahahahaha

and now, these are from my eldest brother!

from Bali!!!!!

2nd and third gift from my eldest brother~ from Indo ya~~

quite comfortable also~~^^

the brand of the Indo clothes

new year new year~~