A Listener

I don't really know why, I always be the listener of my friends for the relationship problem. By the way, I am quite happy they willing to share with me, because it means I am matter and reliable.

But sometimes, i cannot do anything to help except lending you a pair of ears, because i am the third party and i have no authorities to change the decision that already made. There is no ways for me to slip inside a relationship and teach them how to do. I only shared my opinions and my mind what if it happened on me.

Someone would like me to solved the problems, someone would like me to say something good in front of the partner? but, honestly, both are my friends, both has their reason to make the decision. If  you are wrong, i cannot do anything to change the other's mind. If you are worth to gain back the relationship, it will come back one day. There is a quote: 

"If you really love something set it free. If it comes back it's yours, if not it never meant to be."

You have to accept the fact to go through the stages in the life. Be tough, my friends.

For those who is going to break a relationship, think twice, because every human did wrong. 

Don't miss the one that really Love you. =)

FirSt in this YeaR

this one can be consider my 1st art work in this year?

though the head is senget...but luckily my drawing skill didn't drop too much~XD

actually the head is not senget at 1st

but i erase and draw erase and draw...

it gone....>"<

心酸

大姨婆睡得很安详。
她并没有离开，只是回到了尘土，回到了大地。
我们空荡荡的到来，最后也就空荡荡的回去。
至少，她是安详地离去，我们都会想念她。

今天她要被火化时，真的有点舍不得，我们似乎都无法接受这突然的时间。我们一直期望着，她会像我们报纸看到的奇迹一样，突然醒来。

有人说似乎看到她在动，轻微的。可是，她再也动不了了。

现在已是灰烬了。




想到再也无法见到这可爱的老人家时，心有点酸。

Your cutie smily face~

大姨婆走了。

人生无常，来也匆匆，去也匆匆。
喧哗的到来，却又安静的离去。
希望您毫无遗憾地离开。

从槟城回来的这一天，就有了一个坏消息。

大姨婆跌倒趟医院，似乎不看好了。

不到一小时，妈妈就眼红红的来问我：明天你又和我一起去吗？

我以为，大姨婆病危，上去探望她，可是原来，她去世了。

我的大姨婆，她是一个很率真的人，有什么心事都会开口说出来。

而且声量不是普通的响亮，她最爱和我婆婆吵架了。

他们两个老人家，虽然是在吵架，在我的眼中却像打情骂俏，很可爱。

大姨婆老了，没了牙齿，笑起来总是很可爱的像一个小baby.

现在，她离开了。也许我真的有点冷血，我不会哭。也不至于说很难过。

可是，我替我妈妈觉得难过。

不过，我会怀念她，怀念她的声音，怀念有她在时的喧闹。

希望你能到你信仰的地方去。

看到你期待的世界。

JAZZ's Page

ok, as the title said, I have finally created a page for myself.
my brother told me to for don't know how many times. and now, i did it.
seem weird and vain to create a page for my own.
Anyway, hope the result will not make me down.

here is the link:　JAZZ

if you are not hate me, 'like' this page can? LOL

im OLD

ya,im really old.
not even appearance and also spirit.
lazy social, lazy make up, lazy many things that should be done at my age.

and now, i have to start expand my social life
i've been closing myself for so loong
now all in love already,
it's time for you to go out....

god bless me.....>"<

New Land for me～～5diary

found a website--吾志

a clean and simple site for diary writing.

love this website, a really good place to write diary.

daily life, and i can write exactly their name on it. a real life diary for me.

i love one of its Principe: 我们认为每天都是一个新的开始，过去或喜或悲，都已成回忆 （we think that everyday is a new starting, the passed joyful or sadness, have became a memory.)

in this blog, you cannot see others' passed post. you can only see the post on that day.

so, you cannot see all the past i have been.

and every post you have published is not allow to edit. if this is your diary, there is no need to edit is it? all you write at the time is the true feeling you had.

NO comment is allowed.

ya, everything is just a DIARY.




nothing much.

我是什么？

我的家=拉圾囤积场

我的家，永远堆满了不中用的东西
我的家，永远不会收拾整理东西

『努力收拾吧！』
努力，努力就会成功吗？这是怎样努力都不会成功的例子！
该丢的垃圾不丢，就是垃圾场。
该收的东西不收，就是垃圾。

如果我的家人，每一位都灌输5S整理法则的话，我想我会绝对开心。
什么是5s???

5S是指：

1. 整理：常組織（Structurise）
2. 整顿：常整頓（Systematise）
3. 清扫：常清潔（Sanitise）
4. 清洁：常規範（Standardise）
5. 身美：常自律（Self-discipline）

我希望你们可以整理好，分类所有的物品。
常用的，没有的，少用的……
至少吧少用的收好，没用的丢掉或给人吧！！
打扫，是必要的吧？在哪一个家都一样，不要的东西总是堆积到处都是。
你可以堆，不过拜托，堆回你房间吧！！
什么？！没有位子？？？？？？
没有位你就好节制一下你自己，这个家，不只是你的！！
真想一把火把所有东西都丢掉，放在大厅，就是所有人的咯
你不收，就我来收。你不丢，就我来丢！
帮你收了，还弄乱，弄乱了又不收，你以为你是谁？
帮你分类了，是方便你，难道方便我？
教了你，就要学，常维持环境的整洁，孩子也自然会学习整洁啊！


我从不把属于我的东西放在厅，因为那算是【公众场所】。
不是没有房间的，请回收你的东西好吗？


我的愿望也需要改了，我要赚好多好多的钱，为我自己赚一所房子
我的家，我会负责！

drama and drama

Im still longing for the one i expected
...

blur blur days.....@.@

3days...
there have been 3 days!!!!

dizzying dizzying.....
ishhhh!!!i lied on the bed....3days!!!!!
recover a bit bit.finally can faced the laptop longer a bit...
gonna pengsan soon.....

bye bye....>"<

stupid VAIO

my lappie was broken down....last week

unable to start up!

my expression is :what the hell is going on!!

i got assignments to pass up in the following week!suck!

tat uncle foong try to help me..

but....haih...

bring back to justin...

ok...1 day...

2 days......

finally it is done!!

he said he has been use a lot of solution to fixed it!

lol, appreciate it

my windows had change to window 7 PROFESSIONAL~XD

and he din charge me!XD

but, very unlucky, i get summon!

shiiiiiiit~~~~~i forget to put the parking coupo~~~~~~~~n!!!

when i home and start my lovely VAIO

i found another problem!

my battery is not connected!!!!or incompatible!!!

i online search and search the problem

and i found that

most VAIO change the to window 7 from Vista will got the same problem

and to fixed it

you have to delete something in the file of VAIO...

(i so scare that is a cheat)

try and try

finally it works

it is not easy to remove the file( isbMgr.exe)

because it is protected...

 aiz...terrible!

Gossip

have some gossip today...
She told me some of the conflict happened
problem among people...

what i am

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。
她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。
她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。
   
她独立，也好强， 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。
她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。

everything is my wishful thinking

i thought
you do that FOR ME
i thought
you cry FOR ME
i thought
you care FOR ME
i thought
Im the center of you
i thought....

even i doubt it not only once
but you lead me to this thinking

I feel worse

NEED A HUG BADLY.

Im tire...

"I am watching you watching me...."

it is one of the classic dialogue in the movie of....
errr...i forget the name....
the main character is Facker..Father Facker

why, why i suddenly recall it?
something happen
not once, but dunno how many times.
I'm getting tired to settle with you these 神经大条-people
i know,
you are not mean to do that
i know
you are not purposely to make it

i always convincing myself do not get angry with these stupid thing
but,once, twice, and so forth...
can you guys please care the people surrounding?
you are not 3-year-old kids,
you are not also the immature teenagers
beh song at 1st, but,
aikz, just get use of this...

oops...seem like i never explain the quote
what i mean is
everything u do is looking into our eyes
think of the consequences of your action
you are not kids anymore

though u always said others people immature
but please concern that on yourself

Oh! My gosh!!!! it is true!

remember that message i got on that day?
lolx
He had texted me and message to my Fb inbox again!
he said he need me help
in personal level...

i wonder...
but then after that he message me

"do you know Minyak beku?’
i though he want to ask the road..
but then he said...
"actually right now im on the bridge
i like to call it the bridge of love and i thought of you
weird isn't
whenever i feel lonely and stressed i take my motorbike and drive until i smell the sea
btw the moon is perfect tonight just like u"

lol
it really freak me out!

belated-valentine chocolate

hey, Mr. talkative
thanks for your v. gift...

though it is late for 2days,
appreciate..

i got at least one gift now~

don't know will there another belated-v. gift anot...XD
thanks ya....

I LOVE CHOCOLATE...
he said Summit have the alcoholic chocolate,
must look for a day go and see....^^

CHOCOLATE~~I'M COMING~~~

happy valentine~everyone...(though passed)

now is 2.44am
passed valentine 2hours and 44 minutes

someone said he wanna give me chocolates...
but it is late...

think of chocolate..
think of the valentine surprise...

think of valentine surprise...
recall my birthday surprise that really impressed me

He is the one
the only one that make a cake for me
the only one that squeezing his brain to make me something
though not everything I like
but, at least he willing to use his time to do so...

he said he made three cakes
made it ate it excrete it
he had diarrhea because of this...

white chocolate cake~my favorite

Im touched on that day
and I knew
i will hurt this guy badly...
he is so serious on it...


he made a lot of surprise
but this was the only time i was really happy and love the present


this valentine
i have no gift...
no surprise....>"<